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i need to go to uni soon man. i think i'm screwing my results up. i dno what's happening la. i somehow failed bio, and i barely passedg geog. it's just scary. and it's not like i didn't work hard for those papers... i have an exact 50% pass for chinese, but the mcq is just stupid. 16/50 marks. who gives 3 marks per mcq for cloze?! my li jie wen da was not bad, but i failed p1 and got the same score for p2 for compo. so it's 90/180. bull man. really bull.
i really can't figure out what's not right. bio i had to get a marker that is positively pms and is not loved by anyone. who penalises you for drawing a genetic diagram in pencil (and everything else is fine) and for not defining an allele according to the question. it's not english vocab where you explain the bolded/highlighted word?! you must state that the allele is found on the mussel and dno what crap la. rahhh. super pissed. i think this is going to affect my entry into ac.
i'm getting paranoid. the lady from ac called and said i have to take a chinese placement test along with eng and math cos i'm failing chinese. well, i'm not bad at chinese. i just don't hand up my weekly bao zhangs and alot of other homework. but i score okay, unless it's mcqs which are stupidly weighted. seriously.
geog was just bad. going through other papers tmr. sighh. i don't wanna think abt how i did. really. when i do badly, and i know it, yeah, it's a bad sign. but when i don't think i'm gna do badly and i do, sth's really wrong. i got the feeling i did well for bio and geog, and this is how it turns out. maybe i felt bad after math, and i scored 95! i wish.
lang arts paper tmr. i cannot get lower than 75 or i will scream. my language proficiency is out the drain man. sighh. mr tan gave this emo speech in class today, which kind of reflected my views. the stunned look on my peers' faces tell me they obviously have not. competitive idiots who only care about grades. and you feedback that there's not enough bonding. how to bond when all you want to do is stab ppl in the back? sighh. education system is too demanding and unforgiving. there's no second chance when you fail. rlly.
jo's having exams this week. i hope she does better than i do. so much for studying. i think i cannot do exams. mr tan agrees as well. not that i suck, but more like i would do well if left alone to learn and all. i mean, my bio paper, i know all the answers, well most at least. it's just a matter of "correct phrasing" and a stupid marker. it's not that i don't get what's being taught. i just lack the ability to translate it into what the exam demands? like the post says, when i get to uni, i know i will thrive. independent study and research. that's my cue and time to shine.
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